DAY 5

Hello :)

Today's photo is a self portrait so i thought instead of writing a blog about my boring life.. i would do a little survey and maybe you'll find something out about me that you didn't already know!
Here goes.....

Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet? YES 
How do you flush the toilet in public? 3 TIMES

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car? USUALLY ALWAYS

Name one thing you worry about running out of? TIME

What famous person do you (or other people) think you resemble? ANSWERS ON A POSTCARD PLEASE :)

What is your favorite pizza topping? BBQ CHICKEN

Do you crack your knuckles? YES

What song do you hate the most? GANGNAM SYLE & TOO CLOSE

Did just mentioning that song make it get stuck in your head? YEAH

What super powers would you love to have? TO SEE THE FUTURE

Peppermint or spearmint? SPEARMINT

Where are your car keys? IN MY BAG

Top 3 favourite bands? MUSE, THE BEATLES & MCFLY

What's your most annoying habit? MY COUGH

Where did you last go on holiday abroad? FLORIDA 09

What is your best physical feature? I LOVE MY NOSE

What CD/DVD is closest to you right now? IT'S A DVD OF THE TRUMAN SHOW

What 3 things can always be found in your refrigerator? MILK, JUICE & CHEESE

What superstition do you believe/practice? NO CROSSING ON THE STAIRS

What color are your bed sheets? BLACK & WHITE

Would you rather be a fish or a bird? FISH

Do you talk on your cell phone when you drive? NO

What are your favorite sayings? WHATEVER WILL BE, WILL BE

What song(s) do you sing most often in the shower? DEPENDS ON THE MOOD

If you could go back or forward in time,where would you go? AGE 8

What is your favourite movie? 50 FIRST DATES

What's the last track played on your i-pod? THE BEATLES - HERE COMES THE SUN

How many kids do you plan on having? NONE

If they made a movie about your life, what actor/actress would be you? KRISTEN WIIG

Would you rather die in a blaze of glory or peacefully in your sleep? SLEEP

Do you talk to yourself? REGULARLY



Today's daily photo DAY FIVE:- Self Portrait

Sweet Dreams Bedbugs

Sophie xoxo

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DAY 4

Hey :)

Hope everybody is doing good.
I am feeling like yesterday's blog should have been today's.. with the photo of the day being routine.

This is so rubbish and i am gonna make up for it by continuing Lily's story tomorrow but i am so tired and i have physio to do and nebs to do and just not a lot to say.

I am not in a writing mood today, been away with the fairies a little bit.
Not necessarily had anything in my head, in fact If you asked what i was thinking; I'd have answered you truthfully with the word, nothing!
Just blank.. just zoned out today.

I'm sure i will be back tomorrow though, just one of those days for no apparent reason :) haha


Today's daily photo of February DAY FOUR:- Routine






Well here is the only routine i have! My CF one, it's just an overall glance that i squeezed into one picture for you all.
I do my physio in the mornings before taking my morning meds as through coughing so violently i am usually forced to heave and therefore vomit alot.. it can't be helped and so rather than take my meds before hand just to being them back up and have them void.. i choose to take them around lunch :)

My night time physio unless i am unwell for some reason isn't half as brutal.. i think it's due to the fact that i will have been moving bits of sputum all day so it won't have had time to settle like it does overnight for the morning.
Of course, when my chest is poop like it is at the moment, there's no escaping it. Just got to hope for the best and hope tea stays down!

See you tomorrow bedbugs!

Sophie xoxo

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DAY 3

Hello :)

Hope the weekend has been a good one for you!

I recently became an official college student again! :D
That's exciting for me.

I am certain you all know that i had to leave sixth form college a couple of year ago due to it being too much to handle and constantly being really behind in lessons with frequent hospital admissions. It was so hard and it took all the enjoyment out of it, i was a really stressed student at both school and college.
I've said it before and it's nothing i am ashamed of but i'm a real nerd.. full on geek!
i loved school, i love to learn, i love getting too results and getting things right & perfect. This probably had a bad effect on my health in the long run.

I realised over time that with me being how i am with my stress levels as far as essays and overall results go, a full time college course of heavy tuition and essays and exams is not the right thing for me at this moment in time.
I have also realised that i can not go on much more with every day being the same, having no meaning or structure or schedule other than the CF one. It is going to drive me potty!!

I literally would not know what day if it wasn't for my phone. I know everybody does that sometimes and it can be a funny 'blonde moment' thing but seriously, not knowing what day it is doesn't have any consequence to me as there's no work or meetings or lectures..
every day is a weekend...
every day is another holiday!

sounds lush huh?

Let me tell you, it most certainly isn't!
So i have had a little chat to my social worker and although i am extremly limited on what i can and can't do, i know my limits and i'm not stupid :)

I am going to go to college, just the one night a week; doing a lovely italian cooking course. I am also looking into doing a little volunteer work that would be classed as therapeutic work.. obviously wont be doing many hours and the hours i do will be manipulated specifically for me but it gets me out and about and doing something. Gets my brain ticking again and my social skills back in operation! I NEED THIS


Today's daily photo of February DAY THREE:- Game




I play this game too often as it is too addictive and too frustrating and i love it!
I just can't help myself.. Temple Run 2 the app for my phone. Passes so much time you wouldn't believe which is perfect for me at least it is for now.. my diary is getting pretty damn busy ;)


Night night bedbugs!

Sophie xoxo

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DAY 2

hey everyone,
hope you've had a lovely Saturday! i went bowling today, i haven't been in a while and forgot how much i enjoy it! especially as i won ;)
it's been a nice day but my chest is struggling :(
i am learning to play the ukulele.. i had one a while back but i learn better when someone shows me how. so i have got some help and i just might be the next George Formby ;D
I am feeling a postcard from lily coming soon, maybe Monday or Tuesday. It's long overdue.
i told you last blog that i had got Netflix now so if there's any films or tv shows you think are definitely worth a watch.. let me know! :)
I'm also looking for a new book to fill my boots with, i am willing to give anything a go, i love most things really :)
Gonna go make some soup for supper now!
So here is today's daily photo of February DAY TWO:- Angle




I had no idea what to do for this one.. i did have something in mind but didn't want to look silly lying on the floor in the bowling alley to get a photo of the bowling ball hitting the pins :')
I am dedicated.. but not that dedicated!! haha.
So there she is the star of my blog and my bestest friend in this world; Roxie Wheeler, cuddled up and napping beside me like a good little sister should.
Sweet dreams!
Sophie xoxo

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DAY 1

White rabbit.. White rabbit.. White rabbit!
Hello :)
Today has been a day of rest. I have done nothing but stay in my pyjamas, cough, splutter & sneeze in bed and watch series 5 & 6 of lost on Netflix! I have had my curtains closed and my candle lit and i just had a little breather day where i acknowledged that i am not feeling too well and so rested :) it was nice just cuddled with my puppy, clearing my airbags with my oxygen at hand. i had nowhere to be.
i had my school friend chloe come round tonight for a cocktail & pyjama party but with me feeling like a pooball, i was not feeling up to drinking or had the energy to be the life & soul :( not a very good host!!
Instead i have drank my bottle of coke and supplied her with film after film on netflix.. we have been very comfy in pyjamas and ate pizza though! :D hope she didn't think i was too boring tonight!
I won't lie to you.. i'm worried, i am worried because i have only been out a week and i am already needing to go back in. I'm not lasting anymore and oral antibiotics aren't working.
Need a new plan of action :( QuickTime!!!
Well i shall leave you with today's daily photo of February DAY ONE:- Vintage!




Okay, so sweeties and a candle aren't very vintage atall but i am an average girl from oldham town. I also thought this picture kinda summed my day up nicely. Chilled & Serene-ish! Plus it's instagrammed... InstaVINTAGE! ;)
Night night..
Sophie xoxo

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Here Comes The Sun....

Hey everyone! :)

HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR !!!

Can any of you remember when i did that photo a day challenge?

i absolutely loved doing that and i have found a website that do 'photo a day challenges' for every month!! 

i am going to really try and commit to it and keep it up, i just feel like it is such a cool idea and it gets me writing more and i am certain i have written that i want to take more pictures, this is my perfect excuse! 

i will be starting this on Friday the 1st of February.. obviously ;)

Here is the photo of what to expect this coming month! 

For now... i bid you farewell as it is my bedtime. 

I shall be back tomorrow with an update from me and i might suprise you with a postcard from lily for our final january day on Thursday :) 

Goodnight & sweet dreams.. 

xxxxxxxxxx sophie

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