DAY 16

Today i took a day off sick and so did my dad. We watched films and did nothing. I made chilli chicken, chips, onion rings & peas for tea and my dad didn't trust my cooking so left the chicken.. CHEEKY!!
I can no highly recommend "wreck-it-Ralph!"
It is brilliant and i loved it alot; i'm a huge disney & pixar, animation fan though.


DAY 16:- Around town..







Realised that i don't actually go outside that often or atleast i don't take pictures outside :')
I get too cold in the summer, inside.. with a jacket on! Imagine what i am like when it's cold out.

Seriously though, this is the best photo on my phone i could find. It's roxie in "a" car and if memory serves me right, we're parked outside an English chippy called Fridays. Yum!! I love English chippy the best for chips & curry and chips & gravy! Unbeatable.

There's not much sight seeing in Oldham town really. People call it something rotten but i am a true home bird and hate being out of it. I don't know if it's because that's where majority of my family are so it just feels safe, secure & home or whether that's it.. it's just simply home?

I lived in Greenacres for a while, then lived in Moorside from the age of 9 or 10. Home feels like a strange word at the moment. Don't really want to go into too much detail but i'm just not feeling it. Just niggling at me.. what makes somewhere home? What happens when what you thought made something home.. changes and it's different now?

Hate changes. I am somebody who really, really, severely struggles with change. Emotionally, physically struggle with change. Hate changes!

....
Night night bedbugs
Sophie xoxo

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DAY 15

Chest feels so crap. Heavy. Struggle. Hard Work. Nothing Moves. Eurgh!!!

Day 15:- i dislike...





I love the peace sign. Don't know why, i just do.
What i dislike or I'd go as far as saying hate is losing things. For someone who hates it so much, i do it an awful lot :(

I don't know anybody to do it as much as i do.
I lose silly things that aren't of any use or importance, that annoys me.
I lose small things that an easily be replaced but have sentimental value that can't ever be, that upsets me and i find myself in an overwhelming flood of guilt for some reason.
I lose huge things that i guess can be replaced in a different way but to you, in your heart are irreplaceable, this makes me feel so grief stricken.

I think i am someone who brings myself down most of the time, i put a huge amount of responsibility on my shoulders for things that aren't really mine to be responsible for.
I see myself as someone who carries a hell of a lot of weight, one if those weights being guilt!!

I don't know what it is with me and that emotion but i find it anywhere & everywhere. In places there's no need for it to be; and it attaches itself to me like i am a packed mule. I don't know why i do these things to myself!

I lose a lot of things and i dislike this very much! Better to have bad luck than no luck right? :S

Night night bedbugs
Sophie xoxo

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DAY 14

From a bitter little heart...
"Happy Valentines Day!"

Day 14:- Love is....






Hard. Love is hard.
The best time of my life.
The worst time of my life.

Love isn't what it is supposed to be anymore. Times have changed and people have changed with it.

It isn't cherished as much as it should be.
It isn't appreciated and acknowledged as much as it should be.
It isn't protected as much as it should be.

Love is a word that's thrown around much too loosely.
It's something that shouldn't be said unless meant. It's something you want more than anything and so you work for it and put everything into it. It's something that can bring the most euphoric joy and then cruelly take that warm, sparkling glow and make it very dark, dim and cold.
Love is special, it's hard but it's so very special.

Night night bedbugs
Sophie xoxo

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DAY 13

So... did you watch it?
The itv 'from the heart' campaign showed two programmes tonight.

I personally think it has got a ton of people talking about organ donation which is exactly what is needed.

Lets get rid of the taboo of death! It's a natural, unavoidable occurrence. There is no way around it, it is just a part of life as living & breathing is! Unfortunately, it's a very emotional, grief stricken part too but truth of the matter is.. it happens!

it's happening a hell of a lot more than it should unessescarily all because organ donation is in a serious lack of publicity & understanding!

Think about it & Talk about it! That's all.

Come on England, pull ya finger out and lets get an opt out system in place!!

Life life then give life!


Day 13:- Sweet!




Today i baked for the first time in a while and i made my favourite childhood cakies.. Tom & jerry cakes!! YUM!

Best get my beauty sleep, i am expecting a ton of mail tomorrow ;)


Night night bedbugs!
Sophie xoxo

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DAY 12

Hey!

Not surprisingly, here I am on day 12 with the last photo being day 6.
I’m rubbish I know but I am here, not sure how long for and making no promises.
I just have a lack of things to talk to you about and I don’t want to bore you.
I’m never in the mood to write… Lost that spark!

Day 12 photo:- Heart

ITV is currently running a ‘from the heart’ campaign, which is all about raising awareness for organ donation. I think it’s a very unexpected, wonderful, long overdue thing to be brought up in the spotlight!

www.itv.com/fromtheheart

I don’t know what the sudden kick up the butt was for the media to suddenly take the plunge and thrust ORGAN DONATION into the public eye so thoroughly; but I am certainly all for it!!

I think it’s brilliant… in fact I hope it is something that is here to stay.
I have actually heard tons of people talking about organ donation since ITV started this ‘from the heart’ campaign and I know a lot of people have also signed up and are talking to there family & loved ones about it too.

I’ve said it before but I will say it again, I don’t think it is a lack of willingness by the public that prevents people signing the register; I think it’s a lack of knowledge and understanding.

I’m certain this week of publicity is really going to see a boost in the number of people signed to the organ donar register. 

At 9pm on Wednesday Feb 13^th , ITV brings together a host of stars for an entertainment special featuring musical and comedy treats from the likes of Rowan Atkinson, Hugh Laurie, Pixie Lott, Harry Enfield and Paul Whitehouse - don't miss it!

Are you an organ donar?
It takes longer to make a brew than It does to sign up.. quick and easy follow this link…

http://www.organdonation.nhs.uk/how_to_become_a_donor/


Be a possible hero!  #fromtheheart

Night Night bedbugs

Sophie xoxo

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DAY 6

Hey :)

I missed a day :(
I went to clinic yesterday so didn't even think about doing the blog, totally forgot!

Clinic was okay i had .2 of a kilogram. The doctor said my blows were down but still good for a clinic appointment. I told him i didn't want to go in. Just want to see where i get to by myself first.
Gonna try me on a new antibiotic when i go in for IV's & possibly change my nebulised antibiotic which is good as we all feel promixcin isn't doing it for me anymore.

My appetite is starting to dwindle down now but i just want out. I'm not stupid, i know I'll probably end up back in next week. but at least i'll have given it a go!



Day 6 photo:- Challenge






Yes i got the right picture uploaded :)
It's a set of stairs. How many of you jog up & down these babies like it's nothing?!
Stairs are one of a few enemies and I'd say the past few days they've been my biggest challenge, going down the stairs is okay.. it's getting up them! my heart races & feels like it's in my mouth after the first step. i have to go one at a time, putting both feet on one step at a time and sometimes i walk on all fours up them like a child!! my heart rate shoots up to about 145-155 after concurring them! they leave me breathless :)

Interesting fact?
My physio told me that when people run up the stairs they take a deep breath at the bottom and then hold it till they get to the top without even realising they do it! It's the same when people bend over to pick something up, they'll hold there breath as they do it.
Very random but interesting true fact!

Night night bedbugs

Sophie xoxo

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