it's been a long time.
there has been a lot of things going on.
there have been lots of thoughts in my head.
there have been lots of emotions felt.
i think i have figured it all out in my own mind now :)
after the last admission i went home and i really struggled, more than i ever have before.
i felt so breathless just at rest that i wanted to put my oxygen on so i kept that on 24/7 apart from when i went to bed at night, that's when i would swap to my A40 NIV machine.
i was sleeping so much, i just felt so tired. i needed...