lilly's story continues..

i didn't think lilly's story would continue. i didn't think there would be a "next" for lilly but apparently there is..... the night crept up on me like it did every other night but this one felt different.. i felt sick to my stomach. i gripped a tight hold of that little float like there was no tomorrow, i knew if this one slipped away from me, i'd be a gonner! this thunderstorm was brewing tonight and i was completely alone in the darkness. the rain belted down on my face, piercing it like little shards of glass. i saw...

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sophie who?

WARNING *****  SPOILER ALERT :')  ****** this is not a good blog.. this is not a happy blog and this is not one to sit and brighten up your day.. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED :') this is to see if typing it out, helps my brain shake it off and carry on. i don't want comments or anything like that. this blog is for me. i don't think many of you read this anymore so that's okay. this blog has always been mine. somewhere to look back and reflect. if you don't want to read this, stop now and continue with your day :) ...  I...

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i'm finding me.

hey... so i have changed the background again, i'm thinking i'm gonna change it with each post... keep it fresh and i like change. change is nice, it's refreshing! i have been in costa del wythenshawe for 4 week now, it doesn't feel like 4 week. is it possible that you can be in one place or situation for so long that you don't even notice the time going by anymore? go on... ask me what day it is at some point next week and see if i know the answer :') i more than likely won't! EXCEPT for MONDAY! (9th of July) i'll be the...

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hello there

Hello everyone, I have huge news that i wanted to share!!My little cousin was born 5 and a half week early on the 9th of April at half three in the afternoon! He is called Alfie Lee Brown and weighed in at 5llb 3ozHe is doing superbly at the moment and i am so very proud of him and my Uncle LeeLee & Auntie Claire. I have been asked to be his godmother and i feel very privileged! He's going to get spoilt rotten off me and everyone else i'm sure.. but me the most! ;)Babies seem to be everywhere at the moment! Everyone is...

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you are cute.

Yo Homies!So I’m back and still not too happy with what is going on with the website so it’s going to be under reconstruction but still up and running so you’ll all have to bear with me.I love the layout right now as it’s perfect for a work in progress! So this is a little blog that I wanna write down after feeling so much negativity coming from the ladies as of late! Come on girls.. pull yourselves together!So a few of my friends have been battling everyone’s enemy within themselves… there self-esteem!!We all have it. It...

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